Im give up.
Hi. Lama tk update. And hari ni nak update sebab nak luahkan semua yg buat aku menangis and sakit hati. Em, bout my relationship act. Since cuti sem dua bulan ni, macam macam berlaku. And salah satunyaa mulaaa kurang contact. Busy maybe :') Aaa, nvr mind aku try jugaa contact beberapa kali sebab sayang kan. Takut nanti lost contact mcm tuh je. But, still sama walaupun aku dah contact dulu and buang ego aku. And last aku tk tahan sangat and buat aku rasa nak give up. Ya, finally im give up and ask him to end our relationship. Tht time boleh luahkan semua yg aku tk puas hati. Still okayy maybe, maybe boleh okay kalau slow talk but bila aku balik kerjaa, on wechat nampak dia update moment. Walaupun hanyaa moment, perlu ke? Ya Allah, Tuhan je tahu mcm mana perasaan aku. HAHA, we are broke up right? But why im still feel like this? Haha, ofcos sebab sayang. And hal paling bodoh, time makan aku boleh menangis sebab teringat moment tuh. Belum settle and dah buat macam tuh? Aku tktahu apaa motif. Sakit nyaa tuh mcm kene cucuk cucuk dgn jarum. Be strong dieja, im okay and always okay. Gdbye, and happy always dear.
* Gonna miss you Haziq :'( *
Heyyo. Disebabkan aku dah mula cuti sem selama 2 bulan, so nak update blog ah. Memang seronok sebab balik Muar, pada masa yg sama sedih sebab berpisah dgn Haziq and roomate, Fara and Mira. Dua minggu ssebelum cuti aku dah mulaa rasa sedih beb sbb nak cuti. Aku selalu ajak Haziq keluar, kalau boleh hari hari but kitaorang jumpa time nak makan :) Kitaorang rancang nak overnight last day, but Haziq tukar plan. Dia ikut balik Muar :D But only one day :/ This is the second time dia ikut balik Muar. 2/10, hari nih dia balik JB dah. Dia amek tiket pukul 6:15. Time hantar dia pegi bustand lagi aku dah nak leleh. Sedih gila babi weyh tengok diaa pegi. Rasa tknk bagi dia balik jee. Hm hm :'( Belum 2 jam dia balik, dah rindu sangat dekat dia. Nih lagi nak tunggu 2bulan. Haaaaaa rindu........
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